besy

I could be born tall and skinny while wearing an embarassing hair that tries to intimidate my lost features every time. And then, I could fall off a chair, a flower bed, or even a cliff and literally knock your laughing self off your senses. Sometimes I could choose eat too much and get thinner. Or fatter, that is. I could be a Monalisa singer. Or I could be a Moffat’s fan. I could be the same and all different at one time. And I don’t really have to explain.

All I’ll need is a really cozy jeepney ride while trying to eat a shared forbidden fishball snack after school. 15 minutes from there I’ll start firing the silliest jokes, sentimental blah-blahs, and a loooong nostalgic reminiscing of the forgotten.

Nobody else reserves my long phone calls, unlimited text messaging, excellent cooking-ahem, and cyber expertise except for those who have seen me in my tokayaki wasted look.  

Nobody else could laugh at my Angel song.

And nobody else could take my horror stories for real.

And do not even call it closest to perfection cause I prefer to call it the the best-est of life’s celebrations that has always made me the craziest singer of my own songs.

And even if I keep hating blue, ketchup in fries, Piglet, V-cut, and some of these really odd aw scenes in movies… I’ll still remain to be that maldita kid that has always bombarded somebody’s peace and quite in grade school. haha.

12 years, I swear.  

(photo courtesy of Isis)

 xoxo besy.

“I miss them, but I think they’ll still be happy without me.

Actually I regard him as my brother. Walang halong kaplastikan at pagnanasa.

Ano ba, it’s my fault?… But I want them to be happy.

Literally now, I’m caught in the middle.

I don’t want to be the villain but I need a way out for my own selfish reasons.

Stupid me. I know what I’m losing, but I just can’t help it.

It’s my choice actually.

I think I’ll be back to being a loner.

Nevertheless, I’m still very grateful that I’ve met them.

Being a Joobas is still a part of me Jo.

Nobody can take their place. Trulyly. Haha.

I really learned so many things from them. They taught me how to be happy.

Un altro volta.”

-Len, 20 and beating .harder.

Sigh Len, keep beating.